As you reach the top level of your career or life you always tend to feel alone. You'll not be in a position to share your joy or grief with others. Because after having reached the top position generally, you'll view others as your contenders to your seat. In short, your mobility is limited you can't do what you want. Your itinerary will be decided by your bodyguards.
Now tell me, do you want to lead your life in this fashion?
Many celebrities undergo this pain silently.As they can't show this to outer world because that would affect their careers.
This doesn't mean you should shun fame in your life. Instead of you chasing the fame let the fame chases you that's all.Then you can command what do you want otherwise, you'll be a prisoner of circumstances.